today was full of ups and downs. yeahhh.

started off with history test which i totally pwn. cant be bothered with it tho. history is subjective, if the teacher sees ur name and doesnt fancy u. then no matter what shit u write about, ur not gonna score as well as u think u will. so yeah. fug it.

monfort game. won 31-5. but it doesnt feel good winning tho. the game seemed so long. so many things happened in that hour.

we played alright. loads of thrash talking + taunting + hand actions + vulgurities. totally physical game with like 3 yellow cards or smth. very very physical in contact and all. was pretty okay but sad thing was bryan got fucked quite badly by the fat prop. it really saddens me to see him hurt like that. i really hate it.

2 yrs ago it was kendrick who broke his leg. last year kentan broke his arm. and now, this. fuck it. i really hate it.

even tho he got badly hurt and i could tell it was really painful. he still put on that birdy smile of his and talked normally. even on the stretcher he put on a brave front and laughed it off. i just pat his head and walk off. i almost cried i swear. really sucks to see ur good fren like that.

since day 1 we been pretty close training together, going out together, talking cock together, playing pool together, drinking together in bangkok as room mates and all. damn it why must it happen to him. fuck! damn it. please get well soon bryan. its gonna be so weird and different to play and train without you around. that stupid arrogant reply and cranky laughter even tho we might not be doing well seriously cheers everyone up. the team needs you. get well soon buddy.

then baby din get to watch the game. i got really upset when i saw the msg. but i found out it was because of the blardy fucking discipline head of sajc. seriously. what the hell la. she just came to support why must u fucking chase her off. like is it a crime or smth. its not as tho ur field is damn nice or what la. and if so then why dun u chase the whole of monfort mental rehabilitation school off. they like send their whole damn patient community to come down to support. and theres a reason why i said they are mentally challenged ok.

during the game they kept cheering. and i must say their cheers are not really impressive or nice to the ears. it doesnt make sense at all omg. then some guy was rapping while the match was going on with funky stupid hand actions. and jason was like staring and laughing at him during the game. omg. weird bunch yes.

yeah i guess its my fault. made baby come down to watch but only made trouble. i'm sorry. seriously all i wanted was just for u to come down and support my first b div game, it would really mean alot. was really looking forward to it and everything. nvr did i expect this to happen. sorry yeah. hope all the problems in the school will be resolved. rest assured i will do whatever i can to help. yeahh. thanks for coming anyway. i love you thaithai. (:

went for subway dinner after washing up. i must say. pretty impressive. dunno why last time i ate subway which was ages ago, it din taste as nice. but im like some sotong shit la. i dun even know how to order. so chew was like helping me and all. but its pretty nice + its healthy. EAT FRESH.

the nine o clock show is seriously getting more ridiculous by the minute. what qin dynasty and all. omg.

i loveee you babyyy. (:

I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey that's no lie

Some people live for the fortune 
Some people live just for the fame 
Some people live for the power, yeah 
Some people live just to play the game 
Some people think that the physical things
define what’s within 
And I been there before but that life’s a bore,
so full of the superficial 

Some people want it all, but I don’t want
nothing at all 
If it ain't you baby, if I ain't got you baby 
Some people want diamond rings,
some just want everything 
But everything means nothing if I ain't got you, yeah 

Some people search for a fountain 
The promise is forever young 
(You know) Some people need three dozen roses 
And that’s the only way to prove you love them 
Hand me the world on a silver platter 
And what good would it be 
With no-one to share with, no-one who truly cares
for me.

Some people want it all, but I don’t
want nothing at all 
If it ain't you baby, if I ain't got you baby 
Some people want diamond rings,
some just want everything 
But everything means nothing,
if I ain't got you, you, you


i just can't live without you thai weiying.